"Date:
March 4th, 1930. Time of death 2:35am" the doctor said as they
draped the body of the newborn child. Mrs. Ann Danish died during the
birth of what was to be her third child. The oldest son, age 9,
Albany, sat in the waiting room with his sister Anne-Marie. She was 7
years old but wise far beyond her years. Their father Castor Danish
called her his "Old Lady."
When he entered the waiting room
the children rose quickly to their feet. Not to hear whether or not
the child was indeed a boy as Albany hoped it'd be or a girl as
Anne-Marie prayed, but because that was what they were taught to do.
Whenever someone with great respect entered a room you stood and
made direct eye contact.
But
this time their father could not meet the stare.
Castor walked past
his children and into the night. Anne-Marie looked at Albany, whose
golden blond hair curled at his shoulders in the same way as his
mothers, shrugged. They watched as their father walked outside and
fell to his knees. Albany began to run towards him but Anne-Marie
grabbed his shoulder.
"Let
me go!" Albany shouted. He pulled Anne-Marie's fingers from his
shoulder and she pulled the back of his shirt.
"I
don't think you should go out there" she said. "I think
something bad happened.”
In
the delivery room the body of Ann Danish had not been retrieved, nor
had the body of their infant son. During birth the child had was
wrapped in the umbilical cord. It was around his neck three times.
The fact that he had not died months prior was shocking to the
hospital staff. A nurse walked over to the child's body and crossed
herself as she lifted the small powder blue sheet from the child. She
gasped when she saw the child.
"Doctor
Nelson!" she screamed so loudly that most of the staff on the
floor was alarmed. When Doctor Nelson arrived she pointed to the
child on the table. He was alive. His skin was an ashen gray. His
eyes were pure black. So dark that not even the light from the
overhead light cast a shine in them. Babies are born blind. That is
well known. But this child appeared to stare at them.
When Doctor
Nelson pulled his stethoscope from around his neck and placed it on
the child's chest he heard a slow, steady heartbeat. Not the
heartbeat of a newborn child.
"Quickly,
let's get this child to the Intensive Care Unit!" he yelled at
no one in particular. They quickly rushed the child out of the room.
"This baby should not
be alive", he said as he began to attach an oxygen mask to his
face. "This
is impossible."
"I will go and tell the father that his son
did indeed survive" a nurse said as she left the ICU. She ran
past the children seated in the waiting room and found the father
outside staring at the sky. It was a chilly night, nearly 45 degrees,
but when she neared Castor Danish she could have sworn that it got
even colder.
"Sir?"
she said. Castor Danish sighed heavily before looking at the nurse.
"I
do not have the heart that she did. I cannot take care of the
children. I can not even find the strength to tell them that their
mother and baby brother are both dead." He looked past the nurse
at his children. His beautiful Anne-Marie. Hair as dark as a ravens
feathers. Beautiful beyond her years and just as knowledgeable. The
spitting image of her mother as a child. Oh, how he loved her then.
Unable to fathom that he could grow to love her more as they aged.
Having more trouble imagining a life without her.
And his son Albany.
Small and delicate. With golden hair that appeared as if it were spun
from gold. He prayed that his son would grow up strong. Beauty like
his was no longer worshiped. It was look upon like a curse for a
male.
"Your
son survived" the nurse said. "He just...woke up."
"Where
is he?!", Castor Danish asked. He was releasing the nurse from
his grip before he knew he had even made a move towards her. His eyes
were wild with grief at the loss of his wife and the shock of his
son's survival.
"In
the ICU, sir" she said as she rubbed her shoulders. "He may
not survive in his state. I am not sure if you want to see him as the
way he is right now. He looks...different."
"I
do not care. Take me to him!" Castor Danish said as he headed
towards the door with the nurse. His children looked at him
imploringly. He smiled at them and patted his son on the head and
kissed his daughter on the cheek.
"Are
you okay, father?" Albany asked.
"I
will be" he lied to his son. He asked for God's forgiveness. He
followed the nurse into a room full of machines. He saw a tiny figure
among tubes, wires, and blankets. "Take him out of that thing"
he said, motioning towards to incubator.
"But
he'll die" the nurse said.
"No
he wont" Castor Danish said. "He'll never die."
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