I have very few regrets. It may have to
do with a number of mental problems that I have diagnosed myself or
have been un-diagnosed with. Either way, when I do something, no
matter how fucked it it may seem morally or socially, in my head it
has been justified and I will not lose sleep over it.
While reading
an article about Max Landis a story he wrote as a child was
mentioned. It got me to thinking about a painting I did as a child
that stayed in my 1st grade class years after I had left the school as
told to me by a younger cousin that attended the same elementary
school. It was the story of an orange whale that wanted to be out of
the water.
Mind you, as a child I did not write. I
didn't seriously start to write down any of my stories until I was in
my mid-20's. I would write people hundreds of letters and draw and
that is where the extent of my creativity went. It wasn't until
Camille told me she liked one of my characters Royce that I decided
to begin seriously writing down these for others to read. Click here
if you want to check out his tale. Now the things I do include
drawing, writing stories, articles and blogs. I paint sometimes. Do
arts and crafts like Perler beads. A few months ago I started
teaching myself photo manipulation using Pixlr. I've done hundreds or
podcasts. I made an entire series called Doom Mates that went 80 plus
episodes. I'm sure I am leaving something out.
Back to the whale.